Haha! Funny thing happened today that most of you wouldn't be able to relate to. But it's just something so funny that I can't help but write about it. Haha! Actually, while it was taking place, I was laughing the whole time!! Haha! Wala lang. maybe it was because of the pressure they were putting on us, especially me, or maybe because if I think about it right now, I'll realize that it was pretty uncomfortable. Never the less, what happened was nice, I wanted this to happen for such along time now, but not because I want to be with him again, but mainly because I just want to put everything in the past, I want us to be friends again, no more, no less.

Anyway, it transpired with five people at first, then another person came which was another one of the main subject, the other one being me. They wanted me to answer one question (to what it is, we'll just keep it ourselves...haha!), but since I didn't what to answer it, they called him. So, we were all there Bona, Jojie, RV, Abel, and me, plus the other guy. Then they grilled us, and he answered. But it seemed like they weren't contented with just that, so they decided that they wanted to make us feel more uneasy with the situation. Then Jojie came up with this idea. "Aha! Let's make a contract!" Hahahahahahahaha!! It was so cute, imagine them, boys and all, all grown up (well, at least on our way there=P) coming up with such a childish idea. Needless to say, it was still entertaining so I just went with the flow!

And the contract goes like this (not verbatim):

Well, as long as I can remember, there were only two asterisks in that so called "contract" (haha). But I know that it was more detailed than what I wrote above, though the idea is there. And to make the "contract" well, ehem, "official", we all signed in that paper! Haha! Directly below were two blanks side by side, and the guy and me signed over our printed names. Below our signatures were yet three more blanks, Abel, RV, and Bona signed there to serve as our "witnesses". Hahaha!! So you could just picture how fun and entertaining the whole thing was! The last that I heard, they were planning to LAMINATE that piece of paper! Imagine that!

But from what happened, I realized one thing, they are still concerned about us and they somehow want things to be better between the two of us. And that in itself was very flattering and humbling. Haaay, I'm so lucky to have such great circle of friends, and a wide one at that!!

*hugs and kisses!!*

wow!! Isn't it daring for me to post an entry here NOW, at this moment?? I mean, I have a lot of stuffs to do and I shouldn't be doing this!!! Waaaaahhh!!! hahaha!!=)

But anyway, I can't resist the urge. hehehe...whatever!! hahaha!!

But I do have a reason for this post, I just want to revise some of things that I wrote in my last post AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!! I mean, it's unfair for me to start to judge gravy (graviton) right away. It was just the first week! So, I feel that I have to correct some things.=)

First on the list is that...I DON'T THINK THAT I WILL BE LONELY IN GRAV!! hahaha!! I mean, it's a great section and we're starting to warm up to one another. yey! Secondly, grav is not at all THAT quiet! At last, they're showing some reaction towards jokes!! hahaha!! But I'm also not saying that our section will be noisy, I still don't know about that. But I really do hope that we will be somewhere in between. And lastly, I think we will be united. It's still a half-half thing though. Cause I have observed some things that I will explain maybe later. hehe...wala lang...CAUSE I STILL HAVE TO READ BOOK OF JOB!!! hahaha!!

*kisses everyone!!! mwah!!*

(hala!! wala palang connection ung title ko sa laman ng entry ko!! hahaha!!;p)

First week of school, hmm...what can I say about it?

Well, let me start with the obvious, my class (iv-graviton), is not what I expected it to be. I thought that we will all click right away, that in no time at all, we will be bonded and talk to one another. But sadly, I was just disappointed to find out that this class has yet to realize each other's existence. I mean, I know that it's just the first week, but we're in fourth year already! Most of us must know pretty much two-thirds of the class! How come no ones speaking up?? Sorry for such thoughts, but sometimes, I feel like I might be too active for this class. For the first few days, I talk and make jokes to break the ice, to help everyone come out of their shell, but today, I guess I grew tires of it. Why? Well, because by the end of the day, I just get embarrassed! Only a few responds to me, and those few doesn't even responds fully! I hope you got what I meant...

But maybe it's still too early to tell, I hope as the days pass by, things will change. I REALLY HOPE they do, because I will die of sadness in my class if things continue as they are right now.

But don't get me wrong, individually, I like, no, I LOVE everyone in graviton, 'cause each of us makes up my last class in pisay, which should definitely be great, but together, we kind of stink in the bonding aspect (I also am guilty here...). Haaay, I hope we all grow closer to one another. That's the only way that we could really feel and have fun with our last year here at pisay!!!

One more thing, this early, I can say that graviton is like beryllium in a lot of ways. Given that graviton is made up mostly of beryllium, it also has this feel to it. Personally, I feel that like beryllium, I will be kind of lonely in graviton. You see, I didn't really feel like I belong to beryllium, I'm not that close to that section, there were only like 5 people that I could really trust (sorry sa mga masasaktan). Basta! They sometimes make me feel like I'm not wanted in the class. Some people are insensitive and blah, blah, blah....

Never mind, I don't think I want all of it out in the open after-all. I might have some problems. I'm just hoping that graviton doesn't turn out to be like be...in some ways.........

(next time nalang ung iba)

Yes! I am so ready for school!!
As in:
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READY!! Yeah! Hahaha!! Sorry na, bangag lang…hehe…I'm just so excited to go to school. I miss the rush, the anticipation, the collaboration, and the not-knowing-what-will-happen-next feeling. I miss everything about school…well, except for one, the obvious fact…exams!! Hahaha!! Oh well, I guess I have to deal with that…it's in the package of being a student…hehe…

Anyways, I feel that this year will be different! In every aspect!! (And I plan for it to be different! Haha! ) Like grades, diligence, friends, social life, love life, classmates, and over-all performance…!! Hehe…Is that too much?

But whatever! That's how I feel, and you can't argue with your gut feel right? RIGHT! So you just have to deal with it! Hehe…

I don't know, maybe it's just the sa-simula-lang-masipag-after-tamad-na-ulit feeling brought by the start of the classes, but I really feel that this year will be different in terms of my grades. I feel so full of energy and will to study. I believe that this year, I will be more diligent. And besides, I really want to be in our director's list ever since, and this is the last year, my last chance, so this HAS to be the year right? This is my last opportunity to shine, so I plan for it to happen!! Hahaha!!

Also, ever since I knew like ten of my classmates, I already have this feeling of YEAH!! I already knew that this class will ROCK!! I mean, we're all so different, but not in the way that we will clash. It's more of we will complement each other and learn a lot from each other…I hope…hahaha!! But I'm serious, I think that this will be a great class, we will all shine and help each other have a great year to end our pisay life…it will be a memorable one…I know it!!

And in terms of love life…hmmm…I dunno, I feel like this year is a great time to bloom in that area. I'm not saying that I already have a replacement for you-know-who, but I feel like I WILL have a replacement this year…hahaha!! BUT, if ever that doesn't happen, it is okay, that's all right…there will be no problem with that. I mean, I don't need men to be happy, I'm perfectly fine with what I am and have right now. Also, men only add spice to ones life, and they aren't an essential…hahaha!! All though, if ever he does come into my life this year…hmmm…well, I definitely am curious to know what will happen next!! Hahaha! And I am absolutely positive that it will be another interesting and amusing chapter in this very wild life of mine. Haha!

But one things definitely sure, I'm just happy that I'm over him…I'm finally free from his shadow, and nothing's holding me back this time. I'm so glad to just be open to anything and everything that this life has to offer, to be able to explore my chances that I haven't really been doing because of my attachment to him before. Oh well, life is beautiful, and I have finally learned how to not waste it any longer…hehe…

Another point, I feel like this year I will have an opportunity to expand my circle of friends. I will gain more acquaintances both in and out of pisay. And that is definitely a good thing. Also, I plan to keep my new and current friends, and certainly make it bloom and work.

And lastly, I plan to dedicate this year to my friends, my real friends…my closest friends…hehe…I mean, this is the year to really strengthen or patch problems with them. This year, I want them to really feel that they mean so much to me. I wanna make them know how special, appreciated, and dear they are…and that they are definitely on the top of my list of "things to preserve"…hehe…

Now you have it, you can see that I have a lot in store for me this year…hahaha!!! I wanna shine this year! I wanna excel and have a blast while I'm at it!! Hahaha!! I really dunno how, but I know that I WILL make it happen!! AND it WILL work…hahaha!! Pretty confident huh?...well I really am! So sy 06-07, be prepared!! Cause here I come!! Hahaha!!

GO GO GO jaMi!!! *hugs and kisses everyone!!*

haha!! i took this test weeks ago, but i only remembered it now, kaya yan...ngayon ko lang ipopost...hehe..basta ganito daw ako magmahal...basa nalang...=p

What's Your Love Story?

Jami, Loving Too Much is your primary love story!

The Loving Too Much story stems from your overflowing love and hope. Sometimes, however, it can be muddied by misguided feelings, expectations and sometimes, an unrequited desire.

The people you're most attracted to are usually just out of reach and all the more alluring for it — like those early crushes on teen idols. The less available your partner is, emotionally and physically, the more desirable he becomes.

You daydream, and your imagination fills in the details that reality hasn't provided. Do you ever seek out indirect contact with this person, visiting his workplace or getting to know his friends? Do you find yourself dreaming about marriage after a second date, or perhaps after a quick affair? The hit film "Fatal Attraction" illustrates an extreme version of the Loving Too Much story — taking it to abnormal levels. What it doesn't fully explore is the capacity for love that you probably possess.

People who share your story have plenty to offer, but they tend to put too much love into someone they shouldn't. Some people also interpret their partner's actions as they want to, not necessarily as they were intended. Sometimes this happens because they spend more time focusing on the fantasy of a relationship rather than the reality of one. It is also possible that you assign characteristics of your last love to the person you are dating.

Psychologists see people projecting all the time. Projecting feelings about one person onto another. Do you know the person you have developed feelings for, or are you projecting what they might be like because they seem to match what you want in life? Do you fall for anyone in a lab coat because you want to marry a doctor? Do you ignore strong feelings for a long-time friend because he isn't a doctor?

The Greeks had Venus and the Romans had Aphrodite. Your archetypal love story has been filling the pages of literature and poetry for centuries, though recently it's been negatively promoted by Hollywood. In film, the extreme form of your story can be found in the stalker of "Play Misty for Me." But let's not forget the classic "Cyrano De Bergerac," whose obsession with a woman is stymied by his fear she'll reject him over the size of his nose. In a more contemporary version of the tale, "The Truth About Cats and Dogs," Janeane Garofalo plays a woman obsessed with a man she's too afraid to court herself. These love stories are powerful precisely because they are shared by so many. Though the settings change, the story remains the same.

Loving Too Much is about the things in life that you don't think you can have, then learning to create a more realistic ideal for yourself and your partner. It's about working through the fear of rejection, insecurities, and overwhelming longing to love wholly and completely.

Research has shown that there are only 8 love stories, repeated time and again — and now you know which story you are living out right now! But, understanding WHY you are living out this particular love story will change the way you think about your relationships.

Cox Internet